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I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead

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I'm Melle. I love blanking out and delving my imagination into the wildest scenarios that could never happen to me. I like snuggling in bed with a good movie or book. I have the ability to watch my favourite movies countless times over and reciting their lines in my head. ยป

Everything will be alright in the end

Thursday 10 May 2012

Many a times, I yearn so badly to write my thoughts out. Just to clear them. Because my head is always, always swirling with random thoughts. Happy ones, nostalgic ones, sad ones, thoughts that make me worry, thoughts that make me anxious. But I always seem to lack the right words to put them across. So I often just brush these thoughts away.

But maybe it’s time to start writing again. My memory, which was already not so good, is failing me more these days. I often have to think more than a minute what I did just the day before, what clothes I wore, what did I eat… And frankly it’s scaring me.

I need to get a hold of my life.

So lately, I’ve been spending quite a lot of time thinking about my bucket list. Because I think I lead an extremely boring and unexciting life. So far,

  • Blow a dandelion
  • Bungee-jump (maybe I will complete this last… just in case)
  • Land a job that I will love, and not settle for anything less
  • Pick up a language (in my next semester!)
  • Watch every Harry Potter movie in a single marathon
  • List down 3 things I’m grateful for everyday or things that made me smile (need a book for this!)
  • Watch a sunrise
  • Watch a sunset (I’m extremely upset that at almost 22 years of age, I have neither watched a sun rise or a sun set!)
  • Meet a Hollywood star, because I’m superficial like that
  • Parallel park in one try

And always, at the top of my list — travel the world.

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It’s been a while

Saturday 14 April 2012

Wow, it’s been four whole months since I last updated this. Guess that’s how busy I’ve been.

I’ve made a resolution to start updating this regularly, or maybe create a personal site for ramblings.

Because my memory sucks. And I want to remember everything that I did in my 20s.

I went through a lot of trouble to get access back to this blog, so I won’t be abandoning it again.

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